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HOUSE CHANGE [08 Jul 2007|04:32am]
It's that time of the year.
I gave a warning and well - ahahahha like all warnings I actually took action.

So - those who still bother to know what color my hair is and what's my latest peril in life (nothing!) - feel free to email me at bugtheflea@gmail.com and I'll give you my new address.

If you're smart - you would have found me already.
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I FEEL FINE, I FEEL GOOD - 0.0 [02 Jul 2007|12:11pm]
So I didn't go to Ipoh after all.
I figured I'd spare Adlin the nightmare. No one wants to deal with a sick PMS 20 year old. I wouldn't even do it cos I know I can be criminally brat-like in times of frustration.

I ended up staying home with my sick family. We shared antibiotics while whining about how hot the damn fucking weather is.
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ARGH!!!!!! [01 Jul 2007|07:09am]
On the day I plan to go on a road trip, my immune system decides to shut down and fail me completely. To top it off, I'm due to start bleeding. So I have both pre-PMS and a flu that just makes me want to sleep, sleep, sleep.

So much for drinking and be merry tonight.
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PET LIFE SAVER [29 Jun 2007|02:28am]
Oh dear.
I found a dead cricket in my room. He must have got trapped in my smokey room and died. RIP.

Late nights are times for dreamy music, random myspace picture viewings (both to laugh and be startled by) and random gossip through Adium.

I'm thinking I need some new clothes.

I didn't get to go and spend money in BENEFIT. Only because I'm rational and a clinical brokeass - so I figured maybe NEXT month would be a better idea provided I still have money after buying another school bag. Which is probably - a big NO but I can hope.

Plus I still owe Adlin 200 bucks for the awesome lime green jacket from Adidas. Argh.

Later today, I will have good food. I love set course meals! And free flow of WHISKEY, bitches!

On Sunday, I'll be heading up (right? up right - fuck my geography with the Malaysian map sucks) to Ipoh for a Chinese wedding. I bet the food is going to be so awesome aweomse awesome! and free flow of BEER, bitches!

Ok - that's the update.
School is in less than 2 weeks and I haven't had a good sleep.

APA NI.

APA NI, AZZA, APA NI.
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GROWING UP IS PAINFUL [26 Jun 2007|12:57am]
I hate you benefit.

I HATE YOU.




In other words, there's going to be a ridiculously large sum of money going to be spend on your products on Thursday.

BUT I STILL HATE YOU.
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FALLEN [24 Jun 2007|01:37am]
I like music that's easy to cry to. I like music that makes you feel pathetic when you're crying by yourself at night feeling like nothing. I like how it floods your ears and deafens out your sobs. I like how the tears that fall from your eyes feel like their dancing to the beat. I like the feeling music gives you - the sense of security and companionship.

Its been a long day. I'm losing my patience and I'm learning new things every day.

Today I learned that all families are worlds apart, that there will be some people (who you had a long history with) you never want to speak to again and that people don't change despite what the cliche says.

OPEN YOUR ARMS AND WELCOME [23 Jun 2007|01:17pm]
It's going to be a long day of hanging around, interviewing one of the Lufkin sisters and waiting around some more.

I should shower.

Tonight's show going to be awesome!
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MOVE OVER NEW INTERPOL ALBUM [23 Jun 2007|10:37am]
HOLY FUCKING SHIZNIT.

SPICE GIRLS ARE COMING BACK!
SPICE GIRLS ARE COMING BACK!!!!!!!! WITH NEW ALBUM AND ALL THAT! ALL 5 OF THEM!!!!!


WOAH.

I'm so excited I could pee in my pants.

First All Saints and now this?

REVIVALS OF THE TOP OF THE POPS OF *counts* 1998, I think.

WOOOOOOOOT!
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[22 Jun 2007|02:01pm]
I'm at a stage where I feel it's time to change my nickname and move somewhere else on LJ.
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THE SMOKE CLEARS UP THE AIR A LITTLE [15 Jun 2007|12:21am]
I'm still fighting with my ability to create a proper mix cd.

This is just a reflection of what my inner thoughts and choices have been like lately. I can't decide and when I finally do I'm too scared to execute the right decisions in fear of failing.

There's just so much to do with such scarce time it's ridiculous even attempting to complete 1/4 of it before fucking up everything that is suppose to come next.

The future's a blur. But I keep getting premonitions on where it's headed and it scares the fucking daylights out of me with where I'll probably end up. I'm being paranoid and yes, it's all too soon to say where everything is suppose to follow. But is feelings don't lie and mine aren't exactly screaming success or happiness for that matter.

I keep expecting. I hate expectations. I'm doing the best I can. I really am and it's proven on paper but I know it's not enough. What I'm doing is not enough to mold my future, to give me security and it's evident each and every time I get deeper.

ON LETTING GO [11 Jun 2007|10:53pm]
*giggle*
ANTHONY GREEN
*giggle*
*girly blush*
*giggle* *giggle*

I'm falling asleep sitting up and it's only eleven.
BUT I WANT TO FINISH READING MY COMICS.

Cibai.
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SHOOT ME DOWN [10 Jun 2007|10:31am]
As Paris rots in the mental ward (I'm obsessed with her being in jail - can you tell?) - I feel like banana cornflakes with banana bits and milk.

I still haven't found the right mix to create a mix cd to pass unto Reza.
Everything's so blah.

Eh, I was gonna ramble about something and now I've completely forgot whatever it was about in the first place.

Banana craving is using up all my senses and brain cells.
SIGH!
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[10 Jun 2007|02:29am]
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Superior Court Judge Michael T. Sauer is my hero.

AHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHA

Just when I was about to write a post about how America's legal system is as pathetic as the Malaysian one.

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

"medical issues" my ass.
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[08 Jun 2007|12:08am]
LIFE IS OVER WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN DECIDE ON WHAT SONGS SHOULD BE ON A MIXED CD.

fuck.
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IT'S THAT TIME OF THE MONTH [07 Jun 2007|11:40pm]
The time of the month where I actually find time to flood my journal because I am free.

Free from any literal activity (leisure reading does not count) for a whole month.

Excited I AM!
Excited, free and bored.


I miss Singapore la.
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5 SECOND INTERVAL [07 Jun 2007|10:22am]
Out of curiousity, I drop by once in a while. My journal is a direct reflection on my life right now. I drop by when I feel the need to feed my curiousity and feel somewhat alive and connected to the real world. As for 99% of the time however I'm detached and compounded with useless emotions and leisure time that leads me into corners so I can savor defeat and be extremely bored.

I'm currently working as a receptionist in a clinic.
It passes time productively and a girl can never get enough colored eye pencils. And to get eye pencil, one needs a job that comes with pay checks. It's a simple cycle. That and I never taught there'd come a day where I say I'm working for make up. Hell is about to freeze over. Serious.

I need to go pay my internet bills. There's only so much leeching I can do to my neighbor.
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THE ASSUMPTION OF BEING FORGOTTEN [05 Jun 2007|01:55am]



The picture and the note remains glued on the mirror. Just as a reminder of past memories and the bitterness that melange together amongst us within cigarette smoke.

I am wishing you again. Late once more.

Cheers to a happy month and more to comes. With new images and memories formed, forming, form in new places with new faces.
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I AM BACK FOR A WHILE ANYWAYS [28 May 2007|12:13am]
The Junk Launch road trip was fun, fun, fun!

The night was especially fun after the work was done and we partied, partied, partied.
Which was went I got wasted, wasted, wasted.
And that led me to dancing, dancing, dancing.

The ugly dance is so fun to do when sober.
But it's FUCKING fun to do when you can't even see straight with a glow stick!

I love Singapore and all the people that come with it.

I also managed to indulge myself with 2 mos burgers in one day and tried a scoop of wasabi ice cream.

Can't wait to head back on Wednesday and have a week of mingling with the SALE.
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OVER AND OUT [24 May 2007|08:44am]
Sure I'd like to celebrate over the fact I'm done with Pre-U once and for all, and sure I'd like to do a jig which involves me being drunk and vomiting on myself but as soon as I handed in that last paper all I wanted to do was space out and fall asleep.

I just keep getting this naggy feeling like I've got to study something and that I forgot all about it. Like I have some phantom test which I so conveniently forgot. Scary la.
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YALAR [16 May 2007|11:54pm]
I've been dealing with too much incompetence as of late.
It's really getting to me.
This year alone I've probably said STUPID more times than Larry King says in an interview.

It's ridiculous.
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